Comfort zone....

Emmm bersawang dah blog ni.It;s been ages since my last post...Life routine sama+ takde mood.Hmmmm....Tapi lately, tangan ni gatal je nak type something.Walaupun takde orang pun baca blog but I think its good to be able to express myself here.

Lately,I've been questioning myself about how far I should go out of my comfort zone...Fuh topik berat nih habis la kena fire hehe...Yela...I always afraid to take a new step...Ok example lah..Selama 5 tahun duduk kat UPM serdang ni,tiap kali pergi MINES, pergi foodcourt,I never change my menu..Bayangkan lah dari 1st year sampai 5th year, "Kak nak nasi ayam blackpepper satu"....Air pulak "longan satuuu...." Itu jelah menu dari kecik sampai dah tua ni ha...sama jugak kalau pergi mana2 kedai makan pun,kalau dah mula biasa dengan kedai tu...bila da rasa satu makanan sedap..memang tu jela menu n takkan bertukar..Kalau kawan2 order benda lain pun,me tetap setia emmm tomyam campur satu,telur dadar nasi putih ye..Sampai kakak Restoran Sala tu dah boleh tanya emmm tomyam campur??Before sempat bukak mulut pun...

Kadang2 bila orang tanya tak boring ke asyik makan benda yang sama je???Entah nak jawab apa...Tapi sebenarnya takut...Takut bila tukar makanan dapat yang tak sedap nanti sedih....(Okay aku memang cepat sedih kalau bab makanan ni tambah2 kalau tengah lapar dapat makan tak sedap confirm nangis)...Sebenarnya..banyak kali je menu yg biasa tu, dapat2 je rasa dia lain..Kadang2 masin,kadang2 pahit,kdang2 tawar...But still i'll stick to that menu....Dalam kepala fikir..emm takpe give chance la kan..maybe harini tukang masak dia penat....but kadang2 thing just go worse and worse...Kadang2..2,3 kali pergi makin lama makin tak sedap....Sama je la macam everything in my life...Disebabkan takut nak keluar dari comfort zone..yg sebenarnya tak comfort pun..just afraid of new changes I tend to hurt myself...Orang kata bagus lah tak payah nak buat decision but i need to make an important step...I need to change...I can't stay like this...Living in my comfort zone...stay here because I'm  so used to it...and tell you its not an easy task for a person yg selama 5 tahun kat UPM tak pernah makan benda lain selain ayam blackpepper kat foodcourt MINES.....

Hmm...Ya Allah I need YOUR guidance and I reallly need your help...Please give me strength....Rasanya habis master ni nak tukar profession lah..nak kerja bank..dah taknak duduk dalam field ni..Boleh tak????And lepas ni pergi MINES dah taknak makan ayam blackpepper...I will stop giving chance dekat tukang masak tu yg berpuluh2 kali bagi chance pon makin lama makin tak sedap ayam blackpepper yg aku masak...Terbang 6.80sen....Okbye.Hehe....