Lately I received a lot of wedding invitation..Bestfriends,labmates...Alhamdulillah I'm happy for them..But am I ready?I'm 24 this year and maybe another 2 or 3 years I will finally reach that step too.
Everytime I think about that, I feel nervous.I want to settle down with the man I love,and most importantly the man that will love me too.More than I do.For me, in marriage what important is 1:Barakah and 2:Love.I'm not saying that money is not important.But you have to get things in perspective.In proportion.Love is the thing.Not status.Not money.Because as long as you love each other, you will try your best to please your partner.To make sure they live a comfortable life. But how confident I am to believe if that person is the one??
Marriage is a lifetime decision. For the past 6 years, I've been together with him, whom Insyaallah will be my future husband. I never betrayed him and will never as long as i'm with him. We both face ups and downs, we try sort out things in our life yet quarrels seems to be part of it.And thats make me afraid of commitment namely marriage. Still I love him and want to marry him( blushing) EHEM.Cough cough, straightened my shirt collar n lets get serious back.It's not that I don't want to get married but its the life after it I'm afraid of. I've seen so many couple that hardly talk to each other. I understand that. I'm not saying all, but sometimes guys tend to ignore when their wife get hurt or sulking.They just thought its not their problem and it will fade by time.But hurt, anger and resentment builds when you ignore the signs of problems in your relationship.Sounds like Doctor love right?
I just hope when the time comes, I will be ready so do my partner. I just hope marriage will lead us to a happy life in this world and in afterlife.May our marriage end up in Jannah and full of barakah.Seems like I'm getting married soon right?Nah..No money no talk.hihi^.^
27 January 2012
25 January 2012
18 January 2012
Mari membebel-_-"
Assalamualaikum n evening guys...
Hows your day?Hari ni dah hari Rabu..lagi dua hari dah cuti yeay yeay..Balik kampung tak?Mesti invitation kenduri kahwin tak menang tangan kan..Me too..sampai tak dapat pergi my bestfriend's wedding dekat Penang oh sedihnya..To Nur Hanis Athirah i am really sorry I wish I hv superpower or Doraemon's magic pocket so that I can be in two places within 2 seconds:(
Okay nak start membebel pulak. Sebenarnya hari ni nak share perasaan dekat hati ni..Korang ada tengok video yang post kat facebook??Yang filipino girl tercabut gigi and luahan hati sorang girlfren kepada boyfren nye..Hmm apa pendapat korang tentang video tu??Tak tau la..for me,tak payah lah nak hebohkan sangat aib orang...Cuba kita duduk dekat tempat mereka??Do you find it hilarious to make fun of people?What kind of joke is that?Well for me I didn't get the joke.Appearance based discrimination or beauty bias certainly didn't make me laugh.
Okay bukan lah nak emosional sangat pasal benda ni. Maybe dorang kata,kalau tak nak kutuk siapa suruh upload video tu kan?Tapi mana tau kalau that girl is mangsa penipuan, mana tau bf dia main2 kan dia,pergi upload kat youtube?or handphone dia orang godamGODAM?OMG kau terer bm rupanye Ira and upload video tu.The thing is, tengok dekat mana2 komen orang yang post dekat video tu,banyak boys yang cakap-"kalau muka cantik tu takpela ni dahla huduh gila ptuihhh','muka macam indon sapu sampah ada hati nak hantar video aku sepak mati perempuan ni"(contoh)..kalau betul dia yang upload video tu..ermm..agak kasihan la jugak kat diri dia. Tapi cuba kalau girl muka macam Nora Danish yang post?Mesti komen tu dah bertukar macam ni -->"Bestnye la I wish Im your bf.comel lote rasa nak cubit aumm'.Maybe lah salah dia but perlu ke korang hina sampai macam tu sekali and lepastu pergi share dekat semua orang????Kalau nak marah pun,marah la kenapa nak beromantik sangat dekat youtube ke apa kan?ini tak,marah sebab meluat muka dia buruk.hmm..Pasal yg girl filipino tercabut gigi palsu tu pulak..satu dunia dah tau siapa dia..bayangkan kalau dia jalan2 orang ejek,and lastly dia tak tahan dia end up bunuh diri or tekanan sampai jadi gila.Don't take this thing lightly guys.Stop amalan suka sebarkan aib orang ni..Ni peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugak.Yelah we all human tend to do mistakes.
P/s: This entry,tiada kena mengena dengan siapa2 pun.This is only my opinion.Ok?Chill:)
Hows your day?Hari ni dah hari Rabu..lagi dua hari dah cuti yeay yeay..Balik kampung tak?Mesti invitation kenduri kahwin tak menang tangan kan..Me too..sampai tak dapat pergi my bestfriend's wedding dekat Penang oh sedihnya..To Nur Hanis Athirah i am really sorry I wish I hv superpower or Doraemon's magic pocket so that I can be in two places within 2 seconds:(
Okay nak start membebel pulak. Sebenarnya hari ni nak share perasaan dekat hati ni..Korang ada tengok video yang post kat facebook??Yang filipino girl tercabut gigi and luahan hati sorang girlfren kepada boyfren nye..Hmm apa pendapat korang tentang video tu??Tak tau la..for me,tak payah lah nak hebohkan sangat aib orang...Cuba kita duduk dekat tempat mereka??Do you find it hilarious to make fun of people?What kind of joke is that?Well for me I didn't get the joke.Appearance based discrimination or beauty bias certainly didn't make me laugh.
Okay bukan lah nak emosional sangat pasal benda ni. Maybe dorang kata,kalau tak nak kutuk siapa suruh upload video tu kan?Tapi mana tau kalau that girl is mangsa penipuan, mana tau bf dia main2 kan dia,pergi upload kat youtube?or handphone dia orang godam
P/s: This entry,tiada kena mengena dengan siapa2 pun.This is only my opinion.Ok?Chill:)
12 January 2012
Malas!
Assalamualaikum and hi everybody....
Nak tanya korang pemalas macam saya tak?Kalau tak malas pleaseee bagi nasihat sikiit how to be rajin eh?Lately dunno why ..sangat2 malas...What happen to your new year resolution Ira?Nak jadi super hardworking lah,grad on time lah..Ah....suka janji manis mu.
I need to prepare for tomorrow classes(class'es' tuuu...ececeh gaya macam guru berjaya tak hihi)..Semalam, instead of studying for tomorrow subject,I spent hours and hours gossiping with my housemate,eating,facebooking.When Kak Ifa ask me to continue studying, I start 'buat muka',open F5 science book,rolling here and there in my bed like a giant panda(don't picture me as cute panda,the only thing i have in common with panda is my dark eye circle-_-")and lastly I end up grabbing Sophie Kinsella"s novel and 20minutes after that snored till morning.Bila bangun pagi menyesal eh kenapa lahh tak baca buku semalam????
Pagi tadi check result PCR, I only got faint band.Argghhh stress sekali lagi.Dahlah nak tunggu machine PCR tu 4hours,nak run gel lagii..EEE malas tau tak..Rasa nak mengamuk dalam lab macam rebellious 3 years old little kid yang mengamuk bila mama simpan mainan. Boleh tak nak duduk rumah ada orang gaji masak makanan sedap2,tengok tv sepanjang hari and buka cimbclick tiap2 hujung bulan tengok orang da bank in 10K?Tak pun jalan2 terpijak sploh juta lepas tu boleh berhenti belajar duduk rumah.Okay 10juta banyak sangat,9 juta pleasee?*Buat gaya puss in the boot-Mata bersinar2*
It's not that I'm so smart, it's just that I stay with problems longer. ~Albert Einstein
31 December 2011
Better than revenge
The story starts when it was hot and it was summer
And, I had it all; I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone, and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
I never saw it coming, wouldn't have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
on the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha
She looks at life like it's a party and she's on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
She thinks I'm psycho
cause I like to rhyme her name with things, but
Sophistication isn't what you wear, or who you know
or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
They didn't teach you that in prep school
So it's up to me
That no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha ha
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but haven't you heard
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but I always get the last word
Whoa
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
on the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge,
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing,
Cause I don't think you do, Oh
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
Come on show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
And, I had it all; I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone, and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
I never saw it coming, wouldn't have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
on the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha
She looks at life like it's a party and she's on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
She thinks I'm psycho
cause I like to rhyme her name with things, but
Sophistication isn't what you wear, or who you know
or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
They didn't teach you that in prep school
So it's up to me
That no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha ha
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but haven't you heard
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but I always get the last word
Whoa
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
on the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge,
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing,
Cause I don't think you do, Oh
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
Come on show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
30 December 2011
Life as research postgraduate...
Assalamualaikum and morning girlssss....('s' nak lebih je macam lah ada orang baca blog kau hee-_-*)
Huhhu,pagi2 Sabtu ni memang rasa nak tidur je...bangun pun lambat pukul 9,itu pun nasib baik hubby Kak Mija dah balik kalau tak,memang tak bangun la jawabnya.Memang janji manismu jelah nak bangun awal nak pergi lab.hehehe..Lepas2 mandi, makan cekodok Kak Mija and air nescafe(degil nak minum jugak kan dah pening)..Haih seronoknya dah kawin bangun pagi makanan dah tersedia,balik kerja dah ada orang masakkan.Bahagianya hidup.Terperasan sekejap hehe.Tapi seriously minggu ni rasa macam ada wife sebab penat2 kerja,bila balik terubat penat dah ada orang masak sedap2,tidur sambil tengok tv kat ruang tamu..heeee.Agaknya itu lah perasan husband bila balik2 wife sambut dengan masakan yang sedap kan??
Hurmm back to my lab life, lepas Kak Mija hantar balik rumah,terus ambil kereta and zoommm to the lab.Buka je pintu,ada Adi,Men and Dura.Okay..like hellooo welcome back to the world hehe..But poor Dura, she caught the fever.Dah lah kena siapkan sample crystal nak hantar pergi space.But thats postgraduate life.Especially yang buat research.But at any rate,poor Dura still need to prepare her protein cuz Prof need it on 5th Jan.Sakit ke, apa ke,kerja kena buat.To Dura,I hope u get well soon.For me,buat kerja betul2 okay.Frust macam mana pun,result tak dapat2 pun,tak boleh berputus asa.Believe in your faith.Allah already planned our life,He knows exactly what will happen of course.I need to accept that I depend on Allah to rescue me when I'm not as aware or good,and I'm totally depend on Allah to helps me in whatever I do in this world and that I would not give up upon His mercy.
P/s:To me and my friends...jom..do our best..life as postgraduate memang stress.I bet everyone will said that.but believe me one day we will be grateful we have this opportunity and we will be missing this moment so so much...(sambil buat muka semangat^.^)
Huhhu,pagi2 Sabtu ni memang rasa nak tidur je...bangun pun lambat pukul 9,itu pun nasib baik hubby Kak Mija dah balik kalau tak,memang tak bangun la jawabnya.Memang janji manismu jelah nak bangun awal nak pergi lab.hehehe..Lepas2 mandi, makan cekodok Kak Mija and air nescafe(degil nak minum jugak kan dah pening)..
Hurmm back to my lab life, lepas Kak Mija hantar balik rumah,terus ambil kereta and zoommm to the lab.Buka je pintu,ada Adi,Men and Dura.Okay..like hellooo welcome back to the world hehe..But poor Dura, she caught the fever.Dah lah kena siapkan sample crystal nak hantar pergi space.But thats postgraduate life.Especially yang buat research.But at any rate,poor Dura still need to prepare her protein cuz Prof need it on 5th Jan.Sakit ke, apa ke,kerja kena buat.To Dura,I hope u get well soon.For me,buat kerja betul2 okay.Frust macam mana pun,result tak dapat2 pun,tak boleh berputus asa.Believe in your faith.Allah already planned our life,He knows exactly what will happen of course.I need to accept that I depend on Allah to rescue me when I'm not as aware or good,and I'm totally depend on Allah to helps me in whatever I do in this world and that I would not give up upon His mercy.
P/s:To me and my friends...jom..do our best..life as postgraduate memang stress.I bet everyone will said that.but believe me one day we will be grateful we have this opportunity and we will be missing this moment so so much...(sambil buat muka semangat^.^)
Mengantuk sehhhh...
As salam and hi girls...
Petang2 macam ni memang tersangat2 lah mengantuk.Cuaca pun mendung2 giteww,dengan lagu tema A thousand years ost twilight tu,memang la berat je mata ni..apa lah nasib orang lain dah keje aku jugak terkedek2 lagi belajar.Dah la tu tak tau lagi bila boleh nak grad...Tapi takpe,sabar2.
Dari hari Selasa aku berhempas pulas buat kerja,tapi kali ni buat kerja macam berbaloi2 sikit.Dah lah buat kerja ada teman(credit to Kak Iffah yang sesama buat cloning),bila balik,ada pulak chef tolong masakkan sedap2,thanks to Kak Mija..Memang lah terbaik kan?Haihh..But whats important now,I really hope everything will be okay.Experiment success,kerja smooth and progress report siap.Minggu depan hari Isnin Ikmal bongek datang Kl,interview kat Shah Alam,tapi dia dah pesan siap2..taknak jumpa sampai la kitorang kawen nanti..Sabo jela.. Nasib baik sayang hehe...So untuk Mr Ikmal,goodluck okay.yakin sikit dekat diri sendiri...Iwill always pray the best for you..for us...Yang penting niat tu kasi betul,jangan awal2 dah pasang niat nak ngusha awek nanti I pijak perut u hehe...ganas betul..
Petang2 macam ni memang tersangat2 lah mengantuk.Cuaca pun mendung2 giteww,dengan lagu tema A thousand years ost twilight tu,memang la berat je mata ni..apa lah nasib orang lain dah keje aku jugak terkedek2 lagi belajar.Dah la tu tak tau lagi bila boleh nak grad...Tapi takpe,sabar2.
Dari hari Selasa aku berhempas pulas buat kerja,tapi kali ni buat kerja macam berbaloi2 sikit.Dah lah buat kerja ada teman(credit to Kak Iffah yang sesama buat cloning),bila balik,ada pulak chef tolong masakkan sedap2,thanks to Kak Mija..Memang lah terbaik kan?Haihh..But whats important now,I really hope everything will be okay.Experiment success,kerja smooth and progress report siap.Minggu depan hari Isnin Ikmal bongek datang Kl,interview kat Shah Alam,tapi dia dah pesan siap2..taknak jumpa sampai la kitorang kawen nanti..Sabo jela.. Nasib baik sayang hehe...So untuk Mr Ikmal,goodluck okay.yakin sikit dekat diri sendiri...Iwill always pray the best for you..for us...Yang penting niat tu kasi betul,jangan awal2 dah pasang niat nak ngusha awek nanti I pijak perut u hehe...ganas betul..
Akhir kata(ecehh macam ayat karangan dah.)..friends..please pray the best for me..really want to graduate and serve my family.I know this was only my chance, to help my family, to change our future.Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar.Amin Ya Allah..Permudahkan lah segalanya untuk hamba-Mu ini...
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