31 May 2012

Baik atau senang di buli??

Macam mana korang defined orang yang baik eh??For me,orang yang baik tu emm..solat penuh,hubungan dengan Allah number 1,menjaga hati,baik hubungan dengan ibu bapa,family,kawan2...Macam Nora Danish dlm cerita Dhia tu..Baik ler tu..

So berbalik kepada topik asal,macam mana korang cakap orang tu baik???Ermm pernah tak encounter situation when korang ditimpa malang and orang2 sekeliling akan cakap.."Hmmm tulah ko,baik sangat!' or "Dah ko baik sangat sebab tu la jadi macam ni" dan ayat2 yang sewaktu dengannya...Okay actually bila orang cakap macam tu, tak tau la kenapa..tapi aku rasa macam ayat sebenar yg nak disampaikan ialah"Awat hang ni dungu sangat cheq oiii..depa buli hang tu..pasai hang dungu lah jadi macam niiiiii"..-_-".Apa yang sebenarnya cuba disampaikan.Adakah aku ini senang dibuli???Tetapi baik dan senang dibuli itu mempunyai maksud yang berbeda..

Sebenarnya kadang2 bukan nak jadi baik sangat pun(atau pon senang dibuli) tapi serius...malas nak gaduh..And satu sifat aku is..biar orang lain salah pun,tapi karang aku jugak yang tak lena tidur kalau orang tu kecik hati...Yelah deal dengan hati orang kan...Takde pun istilah baik sangat or apa dalam hal ni...Ada ke orang yang senang hati dapat sakitkan hati orang lain???Kan?Tapi yelah I'm a human too..Sikit2 buli tu cukup lah yer...Jangan lah selalu sangat, kecik hati eden ni tau...Memang tak tunjuk,muka senyum tapi nanti balik bilik amik bantal menangis tau...Apain lo ingat hati gue ini batu???

So kepada uolss2 yang selalu cakap i baik tu..terima kasih sangat sebab mendoakan yang baik2 aja buat i...But sebenarnya baik tu memang tak layak dengan iolsss..Cumain,akan direnung2kan and dalam proses perubahan.InsyaAllah.And buat uolss yang rasa macam I ni senang dibuli..doakanlah lepas ni orang jangan buli I dah hehhehee..jangan doakan I jadi pembuli sudah.hihi....

Last week balik Kelantan with my besties....Juju I hope our friendship will last till the end......Walaupun makcik Rantau Panjang cakap I ore Kelantan lupa daratan..but I really enjoyed our trip there^.^



And tak lupa congrats tiq....Satu lagi besties da kawen..Tinggal la me and juju yang masih single..Selamat bercinta hingga ke syurga ye tiq and ridi!

24 May 2012

Kinohimitsu J'pan Detox Tea....

Lately I gained a lot of tummy fat...I was naturally slim all my life before(bluekkk but its true im almost underweight) but just lately my weight dramatically increased...When I come back from Korea,I just weigh 41kilos...and now...taraaaa 50.8...And Im only 156cm tall..Its not that I dont like having some meat at my body...but I become annoyingly fat...my legs are still as skinny as twig but my tummyy ahhhhhhh..stressss..SSSS....hihi...I need to reduce my weight and that tummy fat!!Because Im not a sport people and I hate fish and veges,,I do exercise and jogged,but the result is not as fast as I wanted so I decided to CHEAT.

So I asked my friend who has tried detox...She has really slim tummy..stressSSS again.I asked her what's the secret and she introduced me this..

Okay so it's only 25.60 cents so why not give a try...I bought it at WATSON and I got this free mind relaxing drink(which didnt help much on relaxing I even end up sleeping at 2.30 a.m after drinking it)...Okay so the first day I drink it...emmm...nothing happen.Just some wind grumbling in my stomach.But after 8 hour, it did the works.Not that frequent,but  once you have,its like having a typhoon in your stomach.Okay maybe my toxin level is very high so this tea is working hard to eliminate all that(I always think that there are some tiny worker working hard to clean my colon ermmm)...So for the second day I drink..I still feel that rumbling but this time only 1 time to toilet..okay so 1 cup,1 toilet time...

So this is my 3rd day...I feel my tummy fat start to lose a little(or me imagining that ha..ha-_-")..But I did feel more comfortable with my body especially my stomach...But from the reviewers some say that it works for them and some not..So it up to your body I think...Just for me I hope this will help eliminates my tummy fat and of course improve my health.

P/s:Just as reminder this tea works after 8-12 hour so plan when you want to drink it okayy..Hiiihi...

23 May 2012

Comfort zone....

Emmm bersawang dah blog ni.It;s been ages since my last post...Life routine sama+ takde mood.Hmmmm....Tapi lately, tangan ni gatal je nak type something.Walaupun takde orang pun baca blog but I think its good to be able to express myself here.

Lately,I've been questioning myself about how far I should go out of my comfort zone...Fuh topik berat nih habis la kena fire hehe...Yela...I always afraid to take a new step...Ok example lah..Selama 5 tahun duduk kat UPM serdang ni,tiap kali pergi MINES, pergi foodcourt,I never change my menu..Bayangkan lah dari 1st year sampai 5th year, "Kak nak nasi ayam blackpepper satu"....Air pulak "longan satuuu...." Itu jelah menu dari kecik sampai dah tua ni ha...sama jugak kalau pergi mana2 kedai makan pun,kalau dah mula biasa dengan kedai tu...bila da rasa satu makanan sedap..memang tu jela menu n takkan bertukar..Kalau kawan2 order benda lain pun,me tetap setia emmm tomyam campur satu,telur dadar nasi putih ye..Sampai kakak Restoran Sala tu dah boleh tanya emmm tomyam campur??Before sempat bukak mulut pun...

Kadang2 bila orang tanya tak boring ke asyik makan benda yang sama je???Entah nak jawab apa...Tapi sebenarnya takut...Takut bila tukar makanan dapat yang tak sedap nanti sedih....(Okay aku memang cepat sedih kalau bab makanan ni tambah2 kalau tengah lapar dapat makan tak sedap confirm nangis)...Sebenarnya..banyak kali je menu yg biasa tu, dapat2 je rasa dia lain..Kadang2 masin,kadang2 pahit,kdang2 tawar...But still i'll stick to that menu....Dalam kepala fikir..emm takpe give chance la kan..maybe harini tukang masak dia penat....but kadang2 thing just go worse and worse...Kadang2..2,3 kali pergi makin lama makin tak sedap....Sama je la macam everything in my life...Disebabkan takut nak keluar dari comfort zone..yg sebenarnya tak comfort pun..just afraid of new changes I tend to hurt myself...Orang kata bagus lah tak payah nak buat decision but i need to make an important step...I need to change...I can't stay like this...Living in my comfort zone...stay here because I'm  so used to it...and tell you its not an easy task for a person yg selama 5 tahun kat UPM tak pernah makan benda lain selain ayam blackpepper kat foodcourt MINES.....

Hmm...Ya Allah I need YOUR guidance and I reallly need your help...Please give me strength....Rasanya habis master ni nak tukar profession lah..nak kerja bank..dah taknak duduk dalam field ni..Boleh tak????And lepas ni pergi MINES dah taknak makan ayam blackpepper...I will stop giving chance dekat tukang masak tu yg berpuluh2 kali bagi chance pon makin lama makin tak sedap ayam blackpepper yg aku masak...Terbang 6.80sen....Okbye.Hehe....